You wouldn't have had to go through all this if you had overdosed on Tums instead of Tyelenol, which was a possibility if you had watched Liar Liar instead of The Majestic...... sry couldn't help myself...
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quirky, your pain is deep and probably not understood (or cannot be understood) by people around you. Nevertheless you need to express it. And you do it with writing. Try writing in a diary too.....
You seem reluctant to move ahead. To resolve the past and think about the future is a tall order. Though I totally understand your intense need for it, I wish you could see that it's easier to take one day at a time and not think about the future. Keep yourself occupied... I don't care if it's knitting.
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