Fo anyone who cares..Re-my engagement

[lammy]

I broke it off. Didn't tell him all the reasons for it cause he wouldn't be able to handle it plus I was afraid he would get vioelnt with me. I just told him that we started wrong, that I didn't like the fact that everytime we would argue he would leave me like he did Monday. He didn'take it well and wanted us to be friends and that would be another mistake in my part so I said no. I hope he continues to Love God and not go back to what he used to do. I hope God forgives me and doesn't punish me for my wanting someone who really makes me feel alive.

I was really afraid to get married. Not just anyone will be able to be my husband-I'm such an idiot-

I'll be okay-God has other plans for me. I need someone who can really move all my senses. I hope God watches over him now cause I can't.

I hope he doesn't try to kill me or himself.

[jimliker]

It is sad to hear that Lammy. I hope u will find true luv soon. I guess everything happens for a reason. Just keep the Faith!!

[lammy]

Thank you but I think I'll stay alone for a while....I'll wait for my soldier-

[mav]

Good for you, lammy!

[justfacts]

From everything you wrote here and other forums it sounds like you did the best thing! Good Girl!

[Jimenem]

Oh so thats the sad news you where talking about. I'm sorry. I hope you will be Ok. I know how you feel, just hang in there. You can talk to me anytime

[fluffy]

stay strong ............it gets easier...........believe me, it does.......

fluffy

[cotton]

[lammy]

You guys...Jim and I will never be-so I have to be really real for all of you...I am,uh,um...kinda of told him I wanted to be his friend- I'm not loosing anything thing right? Jim doesn't even know of me and so I am not crazy and have to live my life-you know- Please don't scream at me guys...you know I think highly of all of you..from my heart, I do-

[mav]

Don't worry about us. It's about you here
Its the marriage that was a big deal. I just couldn't see it working here.....
But if frienship works, you're only taking your chances and as long as you are happy and safe, it's perfectly fine.


And we're all in need of A Jim to rescue us
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